Slice Of Life: Waiting

I thank the SOL community whose kind words give me courage to continue to work on my writing. I especially appreciate Two Writing Teachers for hosting this weekly event. 

This poem was drafted during the last days of my mother's life. We all knew what was coming, we just didn't know the when of it. Each evening I went to bed wondering if this would be the end, and in the morning, the vigil continued. My siblings and I were ensconced in an alternate reality where the rest of the world didn't seem to exist anymore.

Waiting


Waiting.


Anticipating.


(I don't do this well)


pulsating
nerves
hiss
along
rigid
lines


hovering
           over
               the
                    edge
                              of
                                 detonation




ambushed near midnight
there,
in the reprieve of sleep
a young girl,
(I don't recognize her at first)
wakes me up,
weeping for her mother

13 comments:

  1. Oh Cheriee. Thank you for sharing all of this here.

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  2. Stunning - this is such a visceral poem. So powerful.

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    1. Thanks Tara, after working with the words so much, I'm never sure if it really conveys what I want it to..

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  3. Stunning - this is such a visceral poem. So powerful.

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  4. Dear Cheriee, you've said in so few words what touches all of us when we lose our mothers, I think. That little girl, crying. Hugs to you every day as you remember those tough days.

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    1. Thanks Linda - it gets less intense at least as time goes by, or maybe just the moments of intensity come less often

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  5. I am with you Cheriee... I'm remembering our vigil. Writing is powerful and therapeutic, right?

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  6. 16 years ago next week my mother died. The young girl we all have within weeps--knows how to calculate such loss. A beautiful and soulful work. I hope this writing and others you will do bring you peace.

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    1. Thank you Mary Ann - I think this is a universal experience

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  7. This is honest, raw, moving, beautiful and more. I believe it does what you wanted it to, if reading other commenters is any judge of that. Keep going. It feels good. Be well et bon courage! maribethbatcho.wordpress.com

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    1. Thank you Maribeth - After working on a piece so long and hard, I seem to almost lose it and then when it no longer has the emotional hit it did when I first started, I wonder if it is what I want it to be.

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